I have a thing for dark headed men clean and close shaven mushtache with mo with a certain accent and one inparticular......in another country....... a very special connection we have. **wink** mmmm :)
SOOO many things come to mind...where should I start??? Hmmm...Okay, I'll start with this one... cnsbncqyg begfeoh wdodh. Oh, oops, my lips are SEALED!!!
im 28 this year and im falling in love with a 36 yr old man...but he is already taken...he makes my heart melt everytime i hear him speak... I havent felt like this for a very long time <3<3<3 :-) and i cant do anything about it :-(
I am currently dating a man. On a lonely day my ex came to me and we started chatting on skype. Before long I was giving him a show. We both masturbated,how in the world does these things happen! I feel so ashamed now but of course at the time it was awesome ! Damn you conscience !!!
IF IT IS A LOVE LIKE NO OTHER THEN JUST DO IT LIKE NIKE GET DIVORCED AND BE TOGETHER YOU MAY NEVER FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT ANYONE EVER AGAIN. DON'T THROW AWAY SUCH A BEAUTIFUL THING BECAUSE I CAN TELL YOU FIRST HAND LOVE IS OUT THERE AND ITS ALL ABOUT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON WHICH I DID. IF YOU ARE MARRIED AND DON'T FEEL LOVE LIKE THIS TOWARDS YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER THEN YOU ARE NOT MEANT TO BE TOGETHER PLEASE TAKE MY ADVICE AND GO WITH YOUR HEART DONT LET THE THOUGHTS IN YOUR MIND RUIN A ONCE IN A LIFETIME CHANCE. I WILL NEVER GIVE UP THIS LOVE FOR ANYTHING BUT I WILL SACRAFICE ALL BT MY CHILDREN FOR THIS PERSON WHOM I LOVE AND KNOW DEEP DOWN INSIDE TRULY LOVES ME.
elevators......... any little corner of a building...... nice to see what one can get away with. :) still love that beared man with accent..... ooooooo yeah...... one day.......... :) and he says he can make me squeal! Woooooohooooooooo! am in need for a good sqealing!!!! Ummmm yes am married.
In my heart, I was happy for a moment when they came to notify my neighbor that her husband was severely injured in Afghanistan-1-because it was not you 2-because he is a SOB who treats her awful when he is home and 3-because I know that if he dies, she and their children will be happier.
Haha, I know EXACTLY how you feel! The beauty of it is, he's been the one pursuing me while I've been holding back. Can't help but think that he's going to come to his senses soon and realize that I'm too old for him. But until then I'm gonna enjoy the hell out of this.
me too know exactly how you feel..with him ,i learned the meaning of love.i love him so much.but i have kids and husband whos very responsible.but im not happy with him.
I hope you will reconsider this! Think of how your son will feel to lose a Mother! We all have hard times! Nothing in life is worth taking yours over! Seek some help plz! Don't know you but sending you hugs & prayers tonight! YOUR LIFE IS WORTH SOMETHING!!!
Just because you giving your son to your ex..isnt gonna resolve your sons hatred for taking your life..hes your son your own flesh and blood..and he needs his mother
Please don't. I've lost my step son and my best friend to suicide. I've attempted it myself. Please, it does get better. You are not alone. You are loved. You are needed. Please don't. You are not a loser. You are a person who is hurting, I understand that. But it does get better. Please don't. Please don't.
I lost my spouse to suicide & let me tell u , if u think u are ruining your son now, take your life. He will carry that burden for the rest of his life. Can you hear him say My mom hated me so much she took her life. Suicide is selfish, leaving behind loved ones with many questions, guilt, anger & incomprehensible sorrow. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Suicide isn't selfish. People who are against suicide are selfish. If you honestly are depressed enough to kill yourself then go for it. Make sure you read up on it first, though. It's not as easy as you would think for a successful attempt.
Also, if your son is only 5 months old, you may need to seek medical attention for post- partum depression ...you are special and I don't even know . Life is a gift to be treasured...
Then please get help and change your life--you CAN. Growing up without a mother does a horrible number on a kid...I know...I never had a mother and there is an empty place in my heart that will never be filled. It has affected every relationship I have ever had in my life...
GOD remembers you! Hes There even when no 1 else is.! U are not alone. You aren't going to ruin ur son. Trust me he will be more damged by losing you...babies know their mommies and NEED them! Please for his sake call a hotline and get some counseling asap before u do anyhing.....there are lots of places and I know counseling can be expensive but there are free hotlines that wil find u help or churches supply free counseling...talk to God..He can hear u and is waiting for u to reach out to him....NOTHING is worth u taking ur life. Ur life is a gift and there is ALWAYS hope <3. Saying a prayer for you
@the 9:30 post. Depression is manageable, death is not. I understand we have our own varying opinions in regards to what is selfish. My personal experience left me mad as hell that someone I love could be so da** selfish. All opportunities are lost. JS...
I been there, and let me tell you I was so scare of been alone and not been able to give my kids what they deserve is ok to be scare but your baby is going to give you the strength to fight any situation or circumstances there is nothing like the love of a mother and he needs you, and yes i think there is a lot of people who loves you and remember you but sometimes we just hide from people because we don't want anybody asking about whatever is happening sometime we need to ask for help I'm so glad now that what i did dint work because my kids are my everything and life gets better is not always bad but its on you i don't know your situation but that doesn't make you a loser probably take your own life it will if you need help or need to talk with anybody let me know sometimes that's what we need to get our emotion out... please think again and again before you do anything.
@9:40 post. The keywords are your "own personal experiences." The fact of the matter is that depression isn't manageable. The drugs have worse side effects than what they attempt to cure and your body eventually builds up an immunity to any drugs that work. It's pointless. Read up on it. Has anyone actually been told by a psychiatrist that they have incurable "clinical" depression and at any point had to spend a week in the hospital for a suicide attempt? If not, then don't give advice based on your experience via someone else's depression. If you don't suffer from major depression then I honestly don't think your opinion counts as anything but selfish.
anyone who has read this will remember you...every life is important including yours. You loved your son enough to bring him to life, there are choices. I can only imagine what you must be feeling to consider taking your life, there is someone out there that can help.
you are just as important as anyone else in this world, the good Lord created us all equal. Please talk to someone about your depression it is quite likely that you are having post Partum depression. Please talk to someone. Your Baby needs you. You matter! God Bless and keep you safe.
DONT DO IT PLEASE. THERE ARE WAYS TO HELP YOU GET WELL....ONCE YOU UNDERSTAND HOW TO HELP YOURSELF. PLEASE CONTACT ME AT ROYALJSA@AOL.COM. MY HUSBAND VIOLENTLY TOOK HIS LIFE 2 DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS 2006. I AND MY CHILDREN WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. WHEN SOMEONE TAKES THEIR LIFE...THEY ALSO TAKE THE LIVES OF MANY OTHERS IN DOING SO. PEOPLE THAT WANT TO TKE THEIR LIFE REALLY DONT WANT TO DIE...THEY ARE HURTING DEEP INSIDE AND JUST WANT THAT PAIN TO GO AWAY... THERE IS HELP FOR YOU.
In love with a wonderful man, but affraid of commitment because of what my ex husband has done 2 me in the past. My current man understands 100% and still remains by my side and suports me :) I love you boo!!
the bearded accented man and I have mutual feelings...... from day one...... it was there.... if time could change.... we would be back where he once visited and I always went to but we missed one another by about 1 week!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! think of what changes our lives would have taken us. *******Sighs****** wanting each other badly..
I'm going thru a divorce and dating my neighbor that is 19 years older than me but he treats me like a queen and I think I'm falling for him but I'm scared because of what and how my ex husband treated me and treats our daughter.
I was at a party and and 4 females approached me and asked to check the size of my manhood, so after much reservation I let them see. Oops thats all it took and the 4 on 1 was on for 4.5 hours and my wife was home sleeping....
i am tired of being alone. i have people around me but they dont know how i feel. tired of being single and overweight. tired of having nothing. tired of having my sister, brother in law and niece living in the house.
My new years resolution was to stop this. I would pick and CHEW until my fingers bled. Then chew some more. I am doing ok with it. Sometimes I find that i am unconsciously chewing & remind myself to stop.
I allowed myself to fall in love with a man...gave him my heart only to later realize that he didn't give a damn about me. Will never happen again because what heart I had is dead....is rather be alone than to be hurt again.
Stopped loving my husband a while ago then and found out recently that for about the last 11 years he has been in regular contact and meeting one of his ex girlfriends and discussing me and our family and generally making decisions based on what she says.. also I saw what THEY called me and it wasn't nice.. after 30 years of marriage I am just waiting for the opportunity to make the break and move on...
i am addicted to drugs. i only way i can get off is watching two women eat each other out. (i am a woman) i love sex. the harder the better. i want to have a threesome with my man and another woman.
I tried a lot of things once, my mother died when I was 17, I went off the deep end for a few years.Just drinking and smoking weed, never tried the hard drugs scared me too much. Did the chick on chick, the guy and chick before I was 20. I just began to wonder...what was the point of getting married if you wanted to screw everything in sight, I hated that trait in many males I ran across. I just wanted something real...between me and a man. Love, respect, honor. I love my hubby. I waited till 37 to get married but nothing excites him anymore... he is 20 years older but that is no excuse.I went in for a pre cancer surgery 17 mo. ago, I had a lesion on top of my clitoris, I had a hole in my left labia from a previous surgery that the doc was supposed to repair, when I woke in the hospital...My clitoris and labia had been CUT OFF.I have not felt very loved through this past year and a half by my husband, I am so pissed what this SOB has done to me.. my sex life was once incredible and now I am grasping at straws trying to find a way to get some connection back with my hubby..who says he didn't cut off my smile or heart, but now it is like we live 2 separate lives. I want my fucking life back!
Father's who don't pay child support for their kids are just plain pathetic! Grow a pair and become a man, get a job and start taking responsibility for your life and for your children. It just isn't good enough to be a "trophy" father. Buying your kids expensive gifts will not put them through school or teach them the important things in life nor will mooching off of innocent people. Idiots...
do you know my soon to be ex? or is this the epidemic that is sweeping our world? Get to a certain age and say " eh, too much work" and leave. blame others and just whine a lot?
i was at work ..doing my job when another employee just out of the blue grabbed me and laid a big kiss on me...I was flattered, but at the the time my husband and i were not getting along and it sorta made me feel wanted..i enjoyed it for a split second..knowing it was wrong but i allowed it to happen. It made me feel good inside that somebody else had that interest in me. Even tho the guy was gross and i didnt have any interest or feelings towards him..i wouldn't have never went for him at all but it happened and i enjoyed it at the time. I didnt let it go any where and felt guilty afterwards becuz thats not me to cheat. But i've kept it to myself to save problems with my husband. amd this was after he cheated on me. Bad me
It's men like Raz that could steal the heart of any woman..married or not even if that woman hated cheaters and would never dream of cheating on her husband
i'm just venting here but i got married early and started having kids. My husband wasnt ready for marriage..i didnt realize that at the time but he got off into drugs and was a womanizer, cheated and continued to flirt our whole marriage, I was in love but hurt, waiting for him to change, i have stayed. I did think about cheating and came close on one occasion but i stopped it and i did tell him hoping it would hurt him and show him how it feels. But now after 32 yrs, he's disabled and cant do anything physically. Meanwhile our whole marriage he's been verbally abusive: I'm stupid, i better be glad he saved me, etc. leaving me insecure and with no confidence, low self esteem, etc. I love him but i question myself after 32 yrs, am I in love with him?..I wonder how it would be to fall in love with someone who would for once cherish and honor me. I dont believe in divorce but i think about it all the time. I cant bring myself to cheat but i wonder what it would be like? I just want to be the only one in his eyes. I want to be loved sooo bad that i cant stand it. So my mind wonders allll the time.
So sorry to hear that love. I dont blame you for wanting as "Taste" of what he had. The fun, the secret life, the affairs, but who wants to be like that really? Now that he is disabled i bet his biggest fear is you leaving for another man, after all he has done to you, and he prays you dont leave, don't be like him. Trust me, the grass is not greener om the other side even though sometimes it sure does look it. Stay with him, continue to show him you love him, and when he needs you most, now, be the wife you always have been. Dont be like him! God is watching!!
i live in a country where sex is taboo.. But i did it with whom i thought was gonna be my husband. In the end, he dumped me with another girl. I did realize what i was doing at that time with him. But still, deep in my heart n mind, i just wish that he will not find happiness, unless i find mine. I wish that his future marriage will fail or that he wont have any children, unless i'm going to have one in my life. Such a devilish mind. Never said it out of my mind even with my best friend. Thanks Raz! For having this part in ur blog. At least i can pour the devilish mind, and hopefully forget it.
I feel so guilty. My mom has always interfered with every aspect of my life & tried everything in her power to hold me back. I am not able to have children but she keeps telling me I need to try. Keeps telling me I need to have a kid before she dies. It hurts so bad. Her health isnt good. I love her, but I feel that if she dies, I will feel relief and even though I will miss her, I will finally be able to be happy and live my own life.
I am in love with my best guy friend. I have told him how i felt. We have been sexual on and off for about 2 years. I tried dating & but all I wanted was to be with him. He doesnt want me. He says he likes me but he is scared. I think it is just a cop out while he finds someone better, prettier, smarter, thinner. I thought he was a nice guy, turns out he was just like the others that have fucked me up mentally, emotionally and/or financially. I want to tell him this. But I dont have the heart to be mean.
Broke up with my fiance in 2006. I was sure he was cheating. He has sense married, divorced & had a baby with another woman. I regret leaving him. I wish I could have gotten over my insecurities. I wish I could have gotten us straightened out with money. I miss him so much all the time. Its going on 6 years.
I am married. been married for 19 years. now i am dating a 28yr old. we really want to be together for ever but don't know how to tell spouse and children.
I'm having two no string attached affairs, and im married =/ cant seem to stop, the sex is mind blowing! They each have the qualities I want in a man, the one affair has been going on for over 2 years! The sex is addicting!
I feel so lonely, I havent had a close friend since my best friend died of cancer over 10 years ago. I cant seem to got close to anyone. I should be able to by now. I got dogs to keep me company. What is wrong with me?
I cheated on my husband once....he cheated on me too. But he doesn't know about my one night stand. And I still hold it over his head...always feel guilty after I do and forgive his actions.
Slept with my 1year olds daddy before he left for the army. But i'm with someone else whom I love with all my heart. But the sex with my ex is so amazing and would gladly have an affair with him for the rest of my life.
It's not a secret, I just want out of this marriage. The man I married isn't the man he was. Yes I undestand we all change, but he didn't change for the better.the house is silent, my thoughts run loud, tears are shed, storm clouds overhead.his papers are coming ...I have a feeling I might end up dead. My kids will know this is me, I love you all. Maybe now I'll be free....
Been married to a wonderful man for 20yrs. But for the last 3 of those years I have been having an affair with my old bf that I had before I met my husband. I have always loved this man and always will. I love my husband but I am not IN love with him anymore. If it wasn't for my children I would have left already. My heart aches and I feel like I'm screaming and no one can hear. I just want to be free....free to love the man I truly love. But in that lies another problem he is recently divorced and has gotten into the Lord. He wants to be with me at times and then feels guilty for doing so. I hate my life right now. I feel very alone.
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ReplyDeleteI've met a killer in my lifetime
ReplyDeleteim 16 and in love with a 30 yr old
ReplyDeletei am an undercover whino.. haha
ReplyDeletewhipped cream :) lol...... will stop at that........ after all we cant give to much info!!!!! LOL!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI've always wanted to make love in a waterfall.
ReplyDeleteI love swingers parties!!!!!
ReplyDeleteNow that's whats up... We should hook up..
DeleteI smoked weed in the mens restroom at a casino.. then sprayed perfume as I was leaving..
ReplyDeleteHad affair with my boss
ReplyDeleteI just had a threesome...
ReplyDeletewas it fun woohoooooooooooooo
DeleteI have a thing for dark headed men clean and close shaven mushtache with mo with a certain accent and one inparticular......in another country....... a very special connection we have. **wink** mmmm :)
ReplyDeleteSo do I hope it's not the same
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ReplyDeleteWant to have an affair!!!
ReplyDeleteYou will get a broken heart!
DeleteI wanna try making out with a girl to see what its like
ReplyDeleteas long as you taste her cherry chap stick:)
DeleteI am so wet right now thinking of what is on my mind that I need to finish what I have started before posting.
ReplyDeletefinish your shower first...lol
DeleteAll the Above im up for it all n been there done that
ReplyDeletei live with my husband but am still in love with my boyfriend and we are secretly planning to get back together looking for a place to live now
ReplyDeleteguess what he was your ex for a reason and now you want to go back to let me know how that works out for ya......
Deletehad an affair
ReplyDeleteHaving sex all night long...
ReplyDeletei live a double life
ReplyDeleteIm really a freak in bed
ReplyDeleteI Like to get high and have wild, kinky sex with my husband and females!
ReplyDeletewell im beneath your post n i tell you what i need a bucket !!
ReplyDeleteI can see all of your names.
ReplyDeleteCan u really??? Lol
DeleteNo
DeleteI actually can see them...good Lord above!
DeleteOoooh, it wouldn't be a dirty little secret if I shared it, now would it? ;)
ReplyDeleteLOL, good point
Deletei have a migraine
ReplyDeleteSOOO many things come to mind...where should I start??? Hmmm...Okay, I'll start with this one... cnsbncqyg begfeoh wdodh. Oh, oops, my lips are SEALED!!!
ReplyDeleteANAL SEX & GETTING SPANKED(WHILE PLAYING WITH MYSELF)
ReplyDeleteim 28 this year and im falling in love with a 36 yr old man...but he is already taken...he makes my heart melt everytime i hear him speak... I havent felt like this for a very long time <3<3<3 :-) and i cant do anything about it :-(
ReplyDeletehad an affair with a married man.....oops..u notice I said HAD!!!
DeleteI have a child with a married man
ReplyDeleteI'm a double naught spy.
ReplyDeleteI wanna try double penetration while high on E with someone filming the whole event
ReplyDeleteme too. wanna have somebody do it one day till i pass out as i orgasm. and then OBVIOUSLY stop choking me. wanna be able to post how it went >;-D
DeleteHell yeah. while giving a blow job. can;t believe i'm putting this into the universe.
DeleteI'm sleeping with a very young man with a girlfriend who knows I am sleeping with him.
ReplyDeleteIm having an affair .
ReplyDeleteI am currently dating a man. On a lonely day my ex came to me and we started chatting on skype. Before long I was giving him a show. We both masturbated,how in the world does these things happen! I feel so ashamed now but of course at the time it was awesome ! Damn you conscience !!!
ReplyDeleteI never should have left my spouse.
ReplyDeletebut your spouse hates you so it's all good!!
DeleteI know ALL of u!!!!!
ReplyDeleteBEST ONE YET LMAO !!!!
DeleteI like to be choked during sex
ReplyDeletewhat with???
DeleteHow does that feel good???!! I've never understood that!
DeleteSo do I! Along with everything else. How does that feel good?? Not everyone likes the same damn thing so you don't have to understand it lol.
Deletelive and let live but I don't get it either, It's a good way to die but I guess you would go happy lol.
Deleteme too. wanna have somebody do it one day till i pass out as i orgasm. and then OBVIOUSLY stop choking me. wanna be able to post how it went >;-D
Deleteme too. wanna have somebody do it one day till i pass out as i orgasm. and then OBVIOUSLY stop choking me. wanna be able to post how it went >;-D
Deletehaving an affair with a married man for 11 months & love it
ReplyDeleteyou should be really proud of yourself!
DeleteI'm in love like I have never been before and the best part is that the feeling is mutual!!! Baby I Love You!!!!
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean...
DeleteI 2 am in the same situation we r both married but we both love each other & wanna b together
DeleteIF IT IS A LOVE LIKE NO OTHER THEN JUST DO IT LIKE NIKE GET DIVORCED AND BE TOGETHER YOU MAY NEVER FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT ANYONE EVER AGAIN. DON'T THROW AWAY SUCH A BEAUTIFUL THING BECAUSE I CAN TELL YOU FIRST HAND LOVE IS OUT THERE AND ITS ALL ABOUT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON WHICH I DID. IF YOU ARE MARRIED AND DON'T FEEL LOVE LIKE THIS TOWARDS YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER THEN YOU ARE NOT MEANT TO BE TOGETHER PLEASE TAKE MY ADVICE AND GO WITH YOUR HEART DONT LET THE THOUGHTS IN YOUR MIND RUIN A ONCE IN A LIFETIME CHANCE. I WILL NEVER GIVE UP THIS LOVE FOR ANYTHING BUT I WILL SACRAFICE ALL BT MY CHILDREN FOR THIS PERSON WHOM I LOVE AND KNOW DEEP DOWN INSIDE TRULY LOVES ME.
Deleteelevators......... any little corner of a building...... nice to see what one can get away with. :) still love that beared man with accent..... ooooooo yeah...... one day.......... :) and he says he can make me squeal! Woooooohooooooooo! am in need for a good sqealing!!!! Ummmm yes am married.
ReplyDeleteI get really freaky in bed..things you'd never imagine..and I'm in love with a Moroccan!!
ReplyDeleteOr shall I say HUNNY!
ReplyDeletekissed my ex during nye with his boyfriend (yes boyfriend) in the other room, I felt nothing.
ReplyDeleteHave had 4 different affairs in last 6 months, 2 were guys 10+ yrs younger.
ReplyDeleteI want to sleep with my fiancée friend
ReplyDeletei'm 17 and my boyfriend thinks i'm 24 :O
ReplyDeleteoh im sure he knows
DeleteI USE MY FINGER TO PICK MY NOSE AND THEN USE A NAPKIN TO WIPE IT OFF MY FINGER AFTER I PULL IT OUT!
ReplyDeleteoh my, thanks for sharing...
DeleteMy husband says after you pick it you should roll it and flick it to save the napkin..lol
DeleteJust got married 6weeks ago and I just realize I am still inlove with my ex:(
ReplyDeleteLol...
ReplyDeleteI'm a 47 year old female and the best oral sex I had was with a 28 year old who was jerking himself off while he was doing me.
ReplyDeletei have a really bad crush on my best guy friend
ReplyDeleteI want to tell my best friend of five years I love him, but don't want to take the risk of being turned down.
ReplyDeleteI hate my wife
ReplyDeletethat's ok, she hates you too
DeleteI have more than one..... Im not a whole lot of saint like some ppl actually picture me! ;p
ReplyDeleteif i told, it wouldn't be a secret :) but if you only knew
ReplyDeletei am 41 married and inlove with a 30 yo man, single.its so hard really.im crazy inlove with him.
ReplyDeleteI know what u mean but aint it fun :-}
DeleteWho care's lol My husband is 20 years older than I am. As long as you are both adults who care's/
DeleteI want to be tied up and have sex in both ends at once while I have a guy in my mouth as well.....
ReplyDeleteThat's also my fantasy but don't forget to have another person to be sucking on my titties!! Mmmmm
DeleteBeen having an affair for almost 3 yrs.I love my husband but i cant stay away from my cowboy !
ReplyDeleteYou can't have both, you took a vow and you need to make a choice. I am sure if the shoe was on the other foot, you wouldn't be happy.
DeleteE Gads...someone with a conscience??
DeleteIn my heart, I was happy for a moment when they came to notify my neighbor that her husband was severely injured in Afghanistan-1-because it was not you 2-because he is a SOB who treats her awful when he is home and 3-because I know that if he dies, she and their children will be happier.
ReplyDeleteI'm married and LOVE having random sex with hot sexy married men I meet online...
ReplyDeleteI am dating a young man who is 20 years younger than me.I am in love with him & ready to have a future with him pronto lol!
ReplyDeleteI'm dating a guy 20 years younger than me too. He's made me happier than I've been in years.
DeleteIf I could let go of the age difference & just enjoy it would be heaven! I am scared a lil lol!
DeleteHaha, I know EXACTLY how you feel! The beauty of it is, he's been the one pursuing me while I've been holding back. Can't help but think that he's going to come to his senses soon and realize that I'm too old for him. But until then I'm gonna enjoy the hell out of this.
Deleteme too know exactly how you feel..with him ,i learned the meaning of love.i love him so much.but i have kids and husband whos very responsible.but im not happy with him.
DeleteI used my kids pee to fake a drug test
ReplyDeleteIm madly in love with my boyfriend. Whenever i look at him my heart just melts. He is my everything
ReplyDeleteI thinking about giving my son to his dad and killing myself
ReplyDeleteI hope you will reconsider this! Think of how your son will feel to lose a Mother! We all have hard times! Nothing in life is worth taking yours over! Seek some help plz! Don't know you but sending you hugs & prayers tonight! YOUR LIFE IS WORTH SOMETHING!!!
DeletePlease don't. Just breath deep...tomorrow will be a new day and it will get better... You are loved and have purpose.
DeleteJust because you giving your son to your ex..isnt gonna resolve your sons hatred for taking your life..hes your son your own flesh and blood..and he needs his mother
DeleteSuicide is selfish...
DeleteBe strong.
DeleteI'm scared I'm going to ruin him by being such a loser, he's 5 months old, he wouldn't even remember me, nobody remembers me
DeletePlease don't. I've lost my step son and my best friend to suicide. I've attempted it myself. Please, it does get better. You are not alone. You are loved. You are needed. Please don't. You are not a loser. You are a person who is hurting, I understand that. But it does get better. Please don't. Please don't.
DeleteI lost my spouse to suicide & let me tell u , if u think u are ruining your son now, take your life. He will carry that burden for the rest of his life. Can you hear him say My mom hated me so much she took her life. Suicide is selfish, leaving behind loved ones with many questions, guilt, anger & incomprehensible sorrow. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
DeleteSuicide isn't selfish. People who are against suicide are selfish.
DeleteIf you honestly are depressed enough to kill yourself then go for it. Make sure you read up on it first, though. It's not as easy as you would think for a successful attempt.
Also, if your son is only 5 months old, you may need to seek medical attention for post- partum depression ...you are special and I don't even know . Life is a gift to be treasured...
DeleteThen please get help and change your life--you CAN. Growing up without a mother does a horrible number on a kid...I know...I never had a mother and there is an empty place in my heart that will never be filled. It has affected every relationship I have ever had in my life...
DeleteGOD remembers you! Hes
DeleteThere even when no 1 else is.! U are not alone.
You aren't going to ruin ur son. Trust me he will be more damged by losing you...babies know their mommies and NEED them!
Please for his sake call a hotline and get some counseling asap before u do anyhing.....there are lots of places and I know counseling can be expensive but there are free hotlines that wil find u help or churches supply free counseling...talk to God..He can hear u and is waiting for u to reach out to him....NOTHING is worth u taking ur life. Ur life is a gift and there is ALWAYS hope <3. Saying a prayer for you
@the 9:30 post. Depression is manageable, death is not. I understand we have our own varying opinions in regards to what is selfish. My personal experience left me mad as hell that someone I love could be so da** selfish. All opportunities are lost. JS...
DeleteI been there, and let me tell you I was so scare of been alone and not been able to give my kids what they deserve is ok to be scare but your baby is going to give you the strength to fight any situation or circumstances there is nothing like the love of a mother and he needs you, and yes i think there is a lot of people who loves you and remember you but sometimes we just hide from people because we don't want anybody asking about whatever is happening sometime we need to ask for help I'm so glad now that what i did dint work because my kids are my everything and life gets better is not always bad but its on you i don't know your situation but that doesn't make you a loser probably take your own life it will if you need help or need to talk with anybody let me know sometimes that's what we need to get our emotion out... please think again and again before you do anything.
Delete@9:40 post. The keywords are your "own personal experiences." The fact of the matter is that depression isn't manageable. The drugs have worse side effects than what they attempt to cure and your body eventually builds up an immunity to any drugs that work. It's pointless. Read up on it. Has anyone actually been told by a psychiatrist that they have incurable "clinical" depression and at any point had to spend a week in the hospital for a suicide attempt? If not, then don't give advice based on your experience via someone else's depression. If you don't suffer from major depression then I honestly don't think your opinion counts as anything but selfish.
Deleteanyone who has read this will remember you...every life is important including yours. You loved your son enough to bring him to life, there are choices. I can only imagine what you must be feeling to consider taking your life, there is someone out there that can help.
Deleteyou are just as important as anyone else in this world, the good Lord created us all equal. Please talk to someone about your depression it is quite likely that you are having post Partum depression. Please talk to someone. Your Baby needs you. You matter! God Bless and keep you safe.
DeleteDONT DO IT PLEASE. THERE ARE WAYS TO HELP YOU GET WELL....ONCE YOU UNDERSTAND HOW TO HELP YOURSELF. PLEASE CONTACT ME AT ROYALJSA@AOL.COM. MY HUSBAND VIOLENTLY TOOK HIS LIFE 2 DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS 2006. I AND MY CHILDREN WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. WHEN SOMEONE TAKES THEIR LIFE...THEY ALSO TAKE THE LIVES OF MANY OTHERS IN DOING SO. PEOPLE THAT WANT TO TKE THEIR LIFE REALLY DONT WANT TO DIE...THEY ARE HURTING DEEP INSIDE AND JUST WANT THAT PAIN TO GO AWAY... THERE IS HELP FOR YOU.
DeleteAll you people make me wish that I had a dirty little secret!!
ReplyDeleteI've let a stranger in a random store give me oral sex.....3x (no name exchange=}
ReplyDeletea beautiful blonde has my heart and the bad thing is, she's married and i wish it was to me but alas she's not
ReplyDeleteI've had sex with over 100 men. Majority of them when I was in my early 20's. Would NEVER give my true # to a dude if asked!!!
ReplyDeleteIn love with a wonderful man, but affraid of commitment because of what my ex husband has done 2 me in the past. My current man understands 100% and still remains by my side and suports me :)
ReplyDeleteI love you boo!!
I want to have sex in a car wash! Ugh too bad they dont make one that goes long enough :(
ReplyDeleteOmg so many affairs and secret lovers!!! What is this word coming 2!?!!?
ReplyDeleteScroll down and look at Razzle's face . Are you sure you can trust that face... LMBO
ReplyDeleteTomorrow you will all recieved a blackmail note...loooool j/k
LMAO!!!!!!!
DeleteHa LMAO
Deletei like watching gay men suck each other off it gets me off.... n im a girl haha i would NEVER tell anyone that!!!
ReplyDeleteI had happiness once...afraid I never will again
ReplyDeleteSame for me, man.......
DeleteSame here....
DeleteSame here :"(
DeleteI have a boyfriend whom I love very much, but I also love my best friend whose a girl
ReplyDeleteI am a 50 year old professional in corporate america that smoke blunts every day, especially that Loudpack.
ReplyDeleteHahaha! LOVE IT!
DeleteI need a job and I will join you with the BLUNT
Deletethe bearded accented man and I have mutual feelings...... from day one...... it was there.... if time could change.... we would be back where he once visited and I always went to but we missed one another by about 1 week!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! think of what changes our lives would have taken us. *******Sighs****** wanting each other badly..
ReplyDeleteive gone to a swingers club and had over 15 people watch me(female) with two guys and a girl
ReplyDeleteHaving read all these I feel so good about myself! Thanks all :)
ReplyDeleteSUPER DITTO!!!
Deletei am a very dissatisfied wife who is quietly making plans to leave my spouse. i wish to return to the man who makes me feel cherished and desireable.
ReplyDeleteLife is short...
DeleteI love him.
ReplyDeleteI would marry him now.
Have his children.
Live happily ever after.
Except I can't.
I can't let myself fall....
I'm too scared.
I feel the same way.
DeleteSame for me too......
DeleteGo for it...
DeleteJust go for it
DeleteI'm going thru a divorce and dating my neighbor that is 19 years older than me but he treats me like a queen and I think I'm falling for him but I'm scared because of what and how my ex husband treated me and treats our daughter.
ReplyDeletei am a two timer
ReplyDeleteI am a lier, everytime i lie, and it´s like normal, and i can´t have control of my words, and
ReplyDeleteI have cheated I regret it I almost lost my love.
ReplyDeleteI know right! Me too! Lol
ReplyDeleteI was at a party and and 4 females approached me and asked to check the size of my manhood, so after much reservation I let them see. Oops thats all it took and the 4 on 1 was on for 4.5 hours and my wife was home sleeping....
ReplyDeleteI'm sleeping with both of my boss's daughters. It's gotten me two promotions, and neither daughter knows I'm sleeping with the other.
ReplyDeleteI wish this was the FML site, so I could say "You deserved it". Really, you deserve whatever hell is thrown your way.
Deletei am tired of being alone. i have people around me but they dont know how i feel. tired of being single and overweight. tired of having nothing. tired of having my sister, brother in law and niece living in the house.
ReplyDeleteWhen im stressed out I pick my skin off my fingers
ReplyDeleteMy new years resolution was to stop this. I would pick and CHEW until my fingers bled. Then chew some more. I am doing ok with it. Sometimes I find that i am unconsciously chewing & remind myself to stop.
DeleteI am thinking of starting a phone sex / web cam business... and I m really excited about it.
ReplyDeleteI am willing to help, 30 years computer experience! I have done it before! lol
DeleteI allowed myself to fall in love with a man...gave him my heart only to later realize that he didn't give a damn about me. Will never happen again because what heart I had is dead....is rather be alone than to be hurt again.
ReplyDeletenever again
DeleteI'm tired of being alone. I want to be in love but its scary....people lie about who they are and what they are about.
ReplyDeletei love my husband but i want more than he is willing to give. i am afraid to leave because i feel old. i'm 50 and overweight. why can't i do better?
ReplyDeleteI feel your pain me too
DeleteStopped loving my husband a while ago then and found out recently that for about the last 11 years he has been in regular contact and meeting one of his ex girlfriends and discussing me and our family and generally making decisions based on what she says.. also I saw what THEY called me and it wasn't nice.. after 30 years of marriage I am just waiting for the opportunity to make the break and move on...
Deletei am addicted to drugs.
ReplyDeletei only way i can get off is watching two women eat each other out. (i am a woman)
i love sex. the harder the better.
i want to have a threesome with my man and another woman.
i,am addicted to horny sluts
ReplyDeleteI had sex with my sister's ex-husband while they were still married and I've always been curious about how it would be with another woman....
ReplyDeleteI tried a lot of things once, my mother died when I was 17, I went off the deep end for a few years.Just drinking and smoking weed, never tried the hard drugs scared me too much. Did the chick on chick, the guy and chick before I was 20. I just began to wonder...what was the point of getting married if you wanted to screw everything in sight, I hated that trait in many males I ran across. I just wanted something real...between me and a man. Love, respect, honor. I love my hubby. I waited till 37 to get married but nothing excites him anymore... he is 20 years older but that is no excuse.I went in for a pre cancer surgery 17 mo. ago, I had a lesion on top of my clitoris, I had a hole in my left labia from a previous surgery that the doc was supposed to repair, when I woke in the hospital...My clitoris and labia had been CUT OFF.I have not felt very loved through this past year and a half by my husband, I am so pissed what this SOB has done to me.. my sex life was once incredible and now I am grasping at straws trying to find a way to get some connection back with my hubby..who says he didn't cut off my smile or heart, but now it is like we live 2 separate lives. I want my fucking life back!
ReplyDeleteI have a big crush On someone and I think he has a crush on me but not sure...
ReplyDeleteFather's who don't pay child support for their kids are just plain pathetic! Grow a pair and become a man, get a job and start taking responsibility for your life and for your children. It just isn't good enough to be a "trophy" father. Buying your kids expensive gifts will not put them through school or teach them the important things in life nor will mooching off of innocent people. Idiots...
ReplyDeletedo you know my soon to be ex? or is this the epidemic that is sweeping our world? Get to a certain age and say " eh, too much work" and leave. blame others and just whine a lot?
Deletei was at work ..doing my job when another employee just out of the blue grabbed me and laid a big kiss on me...I was flattered, but at the the time my husband and i were not getting along and it sorta made me feel wanted..i enjoyed it for a split second..knowing it was wrong but i allowed it to happen. It made me feel good inside that somebody else had that interest in me. Even tho the guy was gross and i didnt have any interest or feelings towards him..i wouldn't have never went for him at all but it happened and i enjoyed it at the time. I didnt let it go any where and felt guilty afterwards becuz thats not me to cheat. But i've kept it to myself to save problems with my husband. amd this was after he cheated on me. Bad me
ReplyDeleteIt's men like Raz that could steal the heart of any woman..married or not even if that woman hated cheaters and would never dream of cheating on her husband
ReplyDeleteI am tired of being alone in my relationship. Two years and no intimacy whatsoever... enough is enough. If you won't love me then someone else will.
ReplyDeletei'm just venting here but i got married early and started having kids. My husband wasnt ready for marriage..i didnt realize that at the time but he got off into drugs and was a womanizer, cheated and continued to flirt our whole marriage, I was in love but hurt, waiting for him to change, i have stayed. I did think about cheating and came close on one occasion but i stopped it and i did tell him hoping it would hurt him and show him how it feels. But now after 32 yrs, he's disabled and cant do anything physically. Meanwhile our whole marriage he's been verbally abusive: I'm stupid, i better be glad he saved me, etc. leaving me insecure and with no confidence, low self esteem, etc. I love him but i question myself after 32 yrs, am I in love with him?..I wonder how it would be to fall in love with someone who would for once cherish and honor me. I dont believe in divorce but i think about it all the time. I cant bring myself to cheat but i wonder what it would be like? I just want to be the only one in his eyes. I want to be loved sooo bad that i cant stand it. So my mind wonders allll the time.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear that love. I dont blame you for wanting as "Taste" of what he had. The fun, the secret life, the affairs, but who wants to be like that really? Now that he is disabled i bet his biggest fear is you leaving for another man, after all he has done to you, and he prays you dont leave, don't be like him. Trust me, the grass is not greener om the other side even though sometimes it sure does look it. Stay with him, continue to show him you love him, and when he needs you most, now, be the wife you always have been. Dont be like him! God is watching!!
DeleteI married my husband for the money, but now I'm divorcing him to be with my true love.
ReplyDeletei live in a country where sex is taboo.. But i did it with whom i thought was gonna be my husband. In the end, he dumped me with another girl. I did realize what i was doing at that time with him. But still, deep in my heart n mind, i just wish that he will not find happiness, unless i find mine. I wish that his future marriage will fail or that he wont have any children, unless i'm going to have one in my life. Such a devilish mind. Never said it out of my mind even with my best friend. Thanks Raz! For having this part in ur blog. At least i can pour the devilish mind, and hopefully forget it.
ReplyDeleteI feel so guilty. My mom has always interfered with every aspect of my life & tried everything in her power to hold me back. I am not able to have children but she keeps telling me I need to try. Keeps telling me I need to have a kid before she dies. It hurts so bad. Her health isnt good. I love her, but I feel that if she dies, I will feel relief and even though I will miss her, I will finally be able to be happy and live my own life.
ReplyDeleteI am in love with my best guy friend. I have told him how i felt. We have been sexual on and off for about 2 years. I tried dating & but all I wanted was to be with him. He doesnt want me. He says he likes me but he is scared. I think it is just a cop out while he finds someone better, prettier, smarter, thinner. I thought he was a nice guy, turns out he was just like the others that have fucked me up mentally, emotionally and/or financially. I want to tell him this. But I dont have the heart to be mean.
ReplyDeleteBut he has NO problem being mean to you....just something to think about.
DeleteBroke up with my fiance in 2006. I was sure he was cheating. He has sense married, divorced & had a baby with another woman. I regret leaving him. I wish I could have gotten over my insecurities. I wish I could have gotten us straightened out with money. I miss him so much all the time. Its going on 6 years.
ReplyDeleteI am married. been married for 19 years. now i am dating a 28yr old. we really want to be together for ever but don't know how to tell spouse and children.
ReplyDeleteI'm having two no string attached affairs, and im married =/ cant seem to stop, the sex is mind blowing! They each have the qualities I want in a man, the one affair has been going on for over 2 years! The sex is addicting!
ReplyDeleteWow. How "anonymous" is this really? Could use a venting spot.
ReplyDeleteI resent my long time friend and all her drama and constant poor me whining...just get on with it already...
ReplyDeleteI feel so lonely, I havent had a close friend since my best friend died of cancer over 10 years ago. I cant seem to got close to anyone. I should be able to by now. I got dogs to keep me company. What is wrong with me?
ReplyDeletecheer up....smile and the whole world smile with u..
DeleteI cheated on my husband once....he cheated on me too. But he doesn't know about my one night stand. And I still hold it over his head...always feel guilty after I do and forgive his actions.
ReplyDeleteI recently left my bf of 5 years to move in with my new gf and her husband...
ReplyDeleteSlept with my 1year olds daddy before he left for the army. But i'm with someone else whom I love with all my heart. But the sex with my ex is so amazing and would gladly have an affair with him for the rest of my life.
ReplyDeleteIt's not a secret, I just want out of this marriage. The man I married isn't the man he was. Yes I undestand we all change, but he didn't change for the better.the house is silent, my thoughts run loud, tears are shed, storm clouds overhead.his papers are coming ...I have a feeling I might end up dead. My kids will know this is me, I love you all. Maybe now I'll be free....
ReplyDeleteBeen married to a wonderful man for 20yrs. But for the last 3 of those years I have been having an affair with my old bf that I had before I met my husband. I have always loved this man and always will. I love my husband but I am not IN love with him anymore. If it wasn't for my children I would have left already. My heart aches and I feel like I'm screaming and no one can hear. I just want to be free....free to love the man I truly love. But in that lies another problem he is recently divorced and has gotten into the Lord. He wants to be with me at times and then feels guilty for doing so. I hate my life right now. I feel very alone.
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